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Friday, September 01, 2006

i very pathetic

I saw a Yishun regular climber girl on bus today, guess she's a freshman. Think she recognised me too. I should "interrogate" her some other time.

Samuel told me Jensen and Youjie joined IVP team this year. Last year's chalkday kakis and now they are in teamNUS. On the surface I am quite indifferent, since I am not willing to spare 3 days per week on training, and in fact I feel a bit full of myself cos I know I could enter the team if I wanted to. But actually I feel quite sour somehow.

Weird, why should I feel unhappy over not being the thing that I don't want to be? It's week 3 and I haven't stepped into NUS rock gym at all this semester, and I haven't been climbing regularly at Yishun as well. AND I haven't seen a single A in my exam result slip so far...

Maybe I just want that teamNUS jacket. Maybe I just want to be in the team. Maybe I just want to represent. (come to think of it, I was State representative for another thing before) But I don't like competition.

I was thinking, bra straps reminds me of full body harness.


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2 Comments:

  • Teow ur over effective imagination!! Anw why dont u want to ivp?I'm sure it wld be fun, i heard u don't really need to go for 3 days,maybe 2?But since it's something that u like, why not?

    By Anonymous hJ, at 9/02/2006 02:47:00 AM  

  • taking into consideration the number of tutorials I haven't done, well...

    Maybe really when there's a will, there's a way, but...

    anyway I don't like competition. If you join school team and don't compete, what's your use to them? Somehow there's this mixture of feeling, a bit of inferior feeling plus a bit of above them all feeling that I'm experiencing now.

    I have my own climbing gang outside school anyway, so I still can climb happily.

    By Blogger chillycraps, at 9/02/2006 07:15:00 AM  

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